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About Me Member Deviously Annoying Static-EndingFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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monsters eat me

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 9:56 PM
Ugh!

I'm so upset but I am not allowed. I was loathing this space and now I see it is much needed. My life is turning into the inside of a monsters stomach. I'm trapped. I'm so far down.

Random and short venting poems go:

My things in brown boxes
My walls blank again
New paint, not my own
New home, not my own
New life, not my own
You, not my own

Its all lies.
That’s all it ever was.
I am no flawless piece of work
But I still evoke a feeling
You
You
You
You
You
Are breaking my heart.

I cant think.
I cant breath.
I cant sleep.
I cant stand it.
I cant make myself see.
I cant imagine the end.
I cant take it.
I cant
I cant

You sleep so easy
You're back to her eyes
So you don't have to see
All the pain inside of them
And the pure anger
That hates herself
For wanting to rip you apart
For she can't
Without first destroying herself
For she can't
Stop loving you

Shut your crooked mouth
And all the cavities spilling out
Are nothing more then sweet tooth talk
Lies from the root that will rot you out
You seem to never learn
Why can't I shut you up

I hate that I still love it
When you love me.
Because I know you could never
Love me like that
Again

Why can't you see me?

Why can't I stop this ride?

  • Mood: Repulsed
  • Listening to: blanket, imogen heap
  • Reading: when you are engulfed in flames

deviantID

"Conjuring up my melancholy
No that can't go on.
Certain my sadness was necessary
Oh I've been so wrong.
And all that distance that I dispatch won't ever help me feel less alone."

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: lost at sea.
  • Interests: Jakeery, life, photography, drawing, art, laughing, writing, thoughts.
  • Favourite movie: Sweeny Todd. Across The Univers. Little Miss Sunshine. Rent. Elizabethtown. The Green Mile. etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: Dear And The Headlights
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative/Indie/Emo/Screamo/Techno/Everything
  • Favourite artist: Alex Pardee.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sylvia Plath.
  • Favourite style of art: Watercolor. Photography. Ink.
  • Operating System: Craptop.
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Favourite game: Left 4 Dead
  • Favourite cartoon character: Felix The Cat
  • Personal Quote: "do peacocks have tails"

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Comments


:iconoo-rein-oo:
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on The Mystery Machine :w00t: :aww:
Come see some of my other works as well if you have some time! :)

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I'm here to bring you colors, variety and thoughts with my Photography.
:iconphonet:
Thank you for the favorite!

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"We are here on earth to fart around. Don't let anybody tell you different."

Kurt Vonnegut
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no. thank you. for all the favs and the watch.
i felt so flattered. :blush: :blowkiss:
thank you very very very much.

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and so he came a gobbled my heart.
:icondeakablackdragon:
Your very welcome (check out my gallery if U like) your very cute BTW :giggle:

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:heart: [link] <3
:iconstatic-ending:
:blush: thank you. and i will.

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and so he came a gobbled my heart.
:icondeakablackdragon:
Your welcome :hug: & thanks :nod:

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:heart: [link] <3
:iconintoxxicating:
you need to set up cutenews on your website. if you can't, i will for you. because i can't comment on it and it's angering me lol. you should talk to me on our sites more lol.

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fall out of sleep and into the sea.

:ufo:
:iconstatic-ending:
YEA!
...uhm...yea, i need help with that. idk when we can arrange you helping me but whenever my dear.

i miss those old days. alive tonight.

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and so he came a gobbled my heart.

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